Dude, who even knows.
My topsoil work is basically all John Henry vs. the Dump Truck now, at my fastest I can take like 80 minutes and a short pitching shovel to empty upon the ground a bed less than half as tall as a hydraulic lift can in 10 seconds.
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Oh nice, I can’t do pull-ups again yet but I can jump up and hold on and slow my descent, which means at this speed of development not long before I can hold on and stay there, and then on to lifting myself up, which means I’ll be able to casually knock out a few sets a day in the doorway bar between my kitchen and sitting room.
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I'm just glad you occasionally acknowledge what a lucky son of a bitch you are, otherwise you'd be completely intolerable.
Yeah even when I had anxiety combining with the depression side of manic depression I didn’t think of myself as particularly unfortunate in any particular area, social stuff wasn’t my thing but well within common norms
The first miracle, just the personality change stuff, well that’s weird like brains are weird and everyone’s gonna have something be the weirdest thing that happened in their life, and mine also takes weirdest thing to ever happen to anyone I know, so that’s kinda neat.
The second miracle, the creatine weight loss thing, insane how that’s perfectly on track to take all the fat I built in life and leave me attractively slim with like no effort, but I do feel some agency by way of figuring it out and it seems fitting that I get some kind of reward for putting everything together there (while still deliriously half-brained!) to fix it immediately
The third miracle, this muscle gain testosterone stuff, it’s like you already gilded the lily, what are you doing now, gilding the gilding? Fuck, man.
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Jesus, now that I count it out I have been drinking like a gallon of whole milk a day this week.
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Hanging out shirtless in a chair and appreciating how much burlier my chest is than like, four days ago.
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taken that jamaican dick yet, ytboi?
You will recall that I realized “bottoming for a West Indian guy” as a fantasy was really a delayed reaction to Dee Jay in Street Fighter that didn’t trigger for decades while I was straight, and that was kind of about his lean (but not Dhalsim-thin) muscular form, and as my muscles develop I feel myself moving towards that form, which is interesting.
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Kind of wonder how much of my body changes I’m missing looking in the mirror cause I can’t see my back. I can tell by feel that’s where a lot of the muscles I’m developing lately are.
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Alright, at this point there is no feature of my arms defined by fat until I bend my elbow to 80°, it at most softens features defined by muscles.
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Yeah okay all parts of the torso not buried indistinct under the old lower roll of fat are tangibly more meaty to the touch.
Like, if anyone’s into hypermasculinization TF sure, you may as well vicariously enjoy all this.
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Yeah okay all parts of the torso not buried indistinct under the old lower roll of fat are tangibly more meaty to the touch.
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