last night i dreamt that jerma streamed himself hiking in this beautiful glade and went exclusively by she/her pronouns during it, then back to he/him afterward. there was a lot of hype for the she/her hiking stream and everybody loved it
Friendly reminder that some of why I call myself “bisexual” and not “pansexual” is that’s just the 90s terminology I grew up with, but part of it is I understand “pan” as being like the “I understand trans women as completely equivalent to cis women” and that’s not at all where I’m at
Back when I was just a straight man trans girls just did not register as eligible to me. I was prepared to aver that I “had a cis fetish”, also trans men didn’t do anything for me either, even making the “misgender me with your dick” pitch
(From remembering Craigslist Casual Encounters, I actually took “pretend I’m a girl and give me your load” as a pretty authentic gay male thing)
But then Covid got into my brain; that personality was destroyed and the new one’s bi. And suddenly, trans men and women are registering as eligible.
So from this I can only conclude that whatever sexual IFF was reading both as some combination of man and woman.
the most devastating part about being transmasc is that I’m not quirky anymore, oh I like memes and playing games? I’m just like every other boys now. who the hell cares. I don’t like talking about boyfriends and makeups? so does every men, idiot. cunt.
I see those posts that are like “only BOYS will understand this 😂😂🤣🤣” and I understand it and I can’t even make a snarky comeback bc I am a boy. I’m just one of them. pain suffering etc
ALT
