Unsure in what combination the change draws on the last few years’ experience of a more arm’s-length relationship to reality or just the maturity of turning 40 but these days even when I do engage with something I once would have directly struggled against I’m more likely to just influence something in the background such that if someone did struggle against it in a way useful to me they’d have an advantage, and maybe establish some tells to this effect, and leave it for someone else