Hm, the anxiety, all unsolicited negative projections of the future, edging back in again, I worry – worry! – and I guess it's within a reasonable timeframe to be working up to another mania. Fuck, I was hoping that wasn't going to be a thing now.
You know maybe it’s sleep deprivation though, I’ve been making myself get out of bed when I could’ve gone back another cycle or two a few times lately as I take care of stuff with a drop dead date but that’s over now, maybe I should just go back to sleep