Dude, who even knows.

26th November 2022

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So anyway, my sense now (since Covid went “long” in my brain, destroyed my personality, and left me to form a new one, from perspective of which I realized the old one had been well-“masked” autistic) is that autism is a matter of the personality constructing itself such that it has no role for pre-rational, pre-human “animal instinct”, and thus must do everything (including further self-construction) by conscious logic alone

(Like, I don’t know how social species without language would organize themselves if they couldn’t parse each others’ feelings directly, and we come from a long line of such species)

Tagged: autism

  1. cymae-girls reblogged this from kontextmaschine
  2. loki-zen reblogged this from kontextmaschine and added:
    could not be much more alien to my experience of existing if it tried
  3. nepherim reblogged this from kontextmaschine
  4. morlock-holmes reblogged this from kontextmaschine and added:
    Psychiatric diagnoses are basically just collections of traits which are severe enough to impact your life so all of...
  5. kontextmaschine said: @max1461 yeah, it’s fucked up, but sometimes you’re just straight, can confirm
  6. max1461 said: *straight
  7. max1461 said: @vriskakinnieaynrand I think he’s saying *sexual desire* is downstream of *value*. still difficult to explain strait trans people though, and straight cis people.
  8. torschlusspanikattack said: what about asexual trans people?
  9. kontextmaschine said: @sabakos you’re not under oath, tho
  10. sabakos said: @kontextmaschine hm, i suppose so. sounds too formal though. what if i accidentally perjure myself? 😫
  11. kontextmaschine said: @sabakos “anecdata point”, *testimony*, it’s *testimony*
  12. sabakos said: as an anecdata point, i’ve been way more into yaoi since realizing im non-binary. it’s way hotter on the outside looking in, or something. idk.