Kontextmaschine

26th August 2022

Question with 3 notes

Anonymous asked:

These recent posts seem like the old kontextmaschine is back!

Yes, you’re not even the third one to say that.

Like I’ve mentioned lately, I seem to be in a state where some of the old personality is surfacing again. The anxiety not so much – even where I can follow pessimism to its conclusion, I don’t fixate on it or even feel it as such, that’s nice, but while I’m sure parts of my audience are happy to have their captive back, there’s a renewal of internal tension that’s unpleasant and dissipates as lashing-out, and I find myself sitting and not going out to do things I intended at a level approaching where I used to be. (Also my 6am-2pm sleep schedule is back)

So like, before you get all celebratory over the return of my old output be aware that that’s the result of heavy psychic turmoil I have to vent while sitting around accomplishing nothing.