Dude, who even knows.

26th June 2023

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Hm, no yeah I’m pretty sure the mania did fire prematurely and proportionately weaker AND it’s doing the “anxiety returns” variant so “proportionately weaker” means I don’t have an anxiety disorder now, but I am able to experience anxiety again (and thus shame, guilt, regret, etc.)

So in totality this is novel - I’m not always finding negative angles to things but I do dwell on particularly unpleasant ones, my outlook for the course of events isn’t really more negative – I don’t see any new threats – but not immune – I’m not as expectant there won’t be threats –and certainly less golden sunshine day positive.

Though I do see a potential for a good future broader than what I thought of as “the sun-dappled clearing”

Also less eye-rolling about people drawing negativity from contemporary trends or events – there’s some bad shit going on!

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26th June 2023

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midnightmadwoman:

pussyronin:

Me: my god.. i did it.. i killed him..!

Angel on my shoulder: we’re extremely fortunate. You shot him in the side of the head and you’re wearing gloves. Place the gun in his hand and set the house ablaze. Officer Goger’s tragic suicide will be the perfect cover story

Devil on my shoulder: Goger was always eating stuffing and spelt wheat and steel cut oats. Bet he’d taste reeeeal good on a spit with an apple in his mouth. Come on, i’ve seen the way you’ve looked at him..

My tulpa, a 6'9" DD smokeshow hottie PS1 graphics anthro leopard girl in a lab coat: you must put a baby in me Your Highness, quickly!

Please take this in the most encouraging and constructive way possible: replace the batteries in the CO2 detectors in your home

26th June 2023

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Anonymous asked:

another one for the "1970s comin' back" file: a thread I saw on Twitter arguing at some length that the modern adult SFF fandom insistence on YA and Cosy is in fact a sign of fascist infiltration and that the only moral response is to Sex Everything Way The Fuck Up

Fucky Culture Prevents Fascism started decades before the 1970s, really.

Tagged: sexual mediasame as it ever was

25th June 2023

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corpus-vak:

kontextmaschine:

“Wagner gets their own buffer state” would actually be a fairly well-precedented outcome, considering

Sounds like they’ve got the buffer state ready to go in Belarus, tbh.

Someone on Twitter was saying that Belarus is a plot device-ass country that only shows up in the news to somehow resolve an internal crisis for Moscow , their Chiltern Hundreds or something

25th June 2023

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I’ve been feeling –weird- today, in a way that kind of feels like part of how I do in mania – after seeing that post yesterday about a sense of impending doom as heart attack symptom I almost wonder if it’s done equally prerational sense that my cardiovascular system is operating near peak and not to strain it – I def. had a very strong intuition making coffee to Not Make Too Much.

Also my refractory period is verging on 24 hours these days but I just jerked off twice in two, it honestly feels like my mania tripped after only charging up this much rather than building a full cycle’s head of steam.

25th June 2023

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Weird thing is interracial porn that’s about power dynamics that are completely incidental to race, like it’s just a bunch of rednecks in a southern colllege town and the schtick is just that the (ethnically varied!) co-eds are cheap sluts who’ll do anything for money or something

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25th June 2023

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Yeah to whoever had been asking about my FUPA, I’m tangibly less plush and more firm below the waist now too.

…I mean, like, the groin area, though erections have definitely been thicker and harder since the Covid stuff – I don’t know exactly how that’s mediated by blood pressure, testosterone levels, general personality traits or specifically sexuality (some of it is “a dude having an erection” is hot now, even if it’s me), all of which changed.

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25th June 2023

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I adapt microwave instructions for different wattage ovens by equalizing watt-minutes, is that reasonable?

25th June 2023

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It’s kind of weird that the comic book superhero physically fighting crime from gritty city rooftops who perceives his environment through echolocation and the one called “Batman” are different characters.

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25th June 2023

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